Don't leave

Thinking about you

Am sitting here thinking about you,

About us, about tomorrow, when you leave me.

I feel the ache, the sorrow in my heart,

Heavy now, and full of pain.

I wonder now, could it have been different,

Could you have told me earlier, I ask myself?

Don’t want to live to see you walk away,

And say good bye.

I think about the good times spent together,

And how we are going to miss each other;

Funny how life can seem so different,

Sometimes I wonder why.

Am sitting here thinking about you,

About us, about tomorrow, when you leave me.

I feel the ache, the sorrow in my heart,

Heavy now, and full of pain.

(Aug 1, 2013)

Home

Where am I? Is this Home?

I love them all around me.

But is there some place else,

I'd rather be!?

Thinking about you!

Through heartaches and heart breaks, I emerge.
So was it all love, I wonder.
Then why didn't I feel the warm feeling in my gut, like I feel now?
Why didn’t I feel so hopelessly restless, like I feel now?

I know it might be too soon to call it love, what we have with each other.
But does it make me happy? Yes.
Do I think about it all the time? Yes.
Do I see myself falling in love again? Yes, yes, yes!

Through heartaches and heart breaks, I emerge again. And I emerge stronger!

I Miss You

I didnt see it coming,
I didnt know if it was true.
Why I liked everything we did,
And when I fell in love with you.

I liked you so much
I hated you even more
But when did I fall in love,
that I've never needed you more.

Now I miss you, more so than ever
Will this void subside? I fear.
Why couldn't you be with me or ask me to be yours?
My life would be happier, if you were just near.

Why do good things come to an end
And good people always leave.
Will you and I be the same ever?
I'm not sure what I have to believe.

Empty Feelings

No feelings when I think of you,
You’re long gone and so are your thoughts
You hurt me, but I’m glad you did,
‘Cause I’d be bleeding if we were still together.

I know I still love you somewhere within,
But it doesn’t matter as I am not with you any more.
You deserted me and I’m glad you did,
‘Cause I’d be freezing if we were still together.

I just hope you are happy and so be he,
I pray you don’t hurt him the way you stabbed me
I know you wanted something more or maybe something different
I just wish you both the happiness you deserve.

Now that I look back and think of you,
Guess I knew in my heart, you were not for me
Maybe I left you, and I’m glad I did,
‘Cause I'm sure, we were never meant to be together.

I'm in Looooovvvee!

There was a time when I was in love, and also a time when I was heartbroken.
People said my heartache would ease with time, and cease it did as they’d spoken
But it left me tired and lonely, empty as I’d always been.
I wanted what they called love again, feeling shared between couples that I’d seen.

I tried and tried and got myself burned, but it didn’t matter anymore.
I was like the sea, that doesn’t care when it hits the shore.
Life went on as smooth as my lie,
Told that I was happy and healed, to everyone who stood by.

Then I ran away from reality of marriage
Hopped on to a new dream and the next leaving carriage,
Promised myself that never will I cry,
For a new life and a new beginning, I would always try.

Then I saw you, when I least expected
But dare I not be fresh, for the fear for being rejected.
Sweet as you are, you smiled at me
My heart skipped a beat and smiled in glee.

Now you are on my mind, night and day
Please promise me you’ll never go away
Whatever happens I’ll stand by you
And you know it’s true, ‘cause I-love-you.

Her Song

Wrote Her name with bare hands of mine
But the ocean washed it all away.
I scrawled again in the sands of time,
Blew the wind, the sand from its way.

Then they asked why i try so in vain
to immortalise something that is already long gone
With dried tears I say with my heart in pain,
Its the hope that I might not be wrong.

Hope that She will be back, to kiss me on my eyes
with a promise of leaving me never,
to forget the past, the truth and the lies
and hold my hands for now and forever!