Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Empty Feelings

No feelings when I think of you,
You’re long gone and so are your thoughts
You hurt me, but I’m glad you did,
‘Cause I’d be bleeding if we were still together.

I know I still love you somewhere within,
But it doesn’t matter as I am not with you any more.
You deserted me and I’m glad you did,
‘Cause I’d be freezing if we were still together.

I just hope you are happy and so be he,
I pray you don’t hurt him the way you stabbed me
I know you wanted something more or maybe something different
I just wish you both the happiness you deserve.

Now that I look back and think of you,
Guess I knew in my heart, you were not for me
Maybe I left you, and I’m glad I did,
‘Cause I'm sure, we were never meant to be together.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

I'm in Looooovvvee!

There was a time when I was in love, and also a time when I was heartbroken.
People said my heartache would ease with time, and cease it did as they’d spoken
But it left me tired and lonely, empty as I’d always been.
I wanted what they called love again, feeling shared between couples that I’d seen.

I tried and tried and got myself burned, but it didn’t matter anymore.
I was like the sea, that doesn’t care when it hits the shore.
Life went on as smooth as my lie,
Told that I was happy and healed, to everyone who stood by.

Then I ran away from reality of marriage
Hopped on to a new dream and the next leaving carriage,
Promised myself that never will I cry,
For a new life and a new beginning, I would always try.

Then I saw you, when I least expected
But dare I not be fresh, for the fear for being rejected.
Sweet as you are, you smiled at me
My heart skipped a beat and smiled in glee.

Now you are on my mind, night and day
Please promise me you’ll never go away
Whatever happens I’ll stand by you
And you know it’s true, ‘cause I-love-you.